So.

ive made the most drastic change of all time in my life.

Im not changing anything.

You heard (read?) me.


Ive come to realise that everything i do (this is me asking not to bring free will into this. Im using this word for ease) i choose to do.

I dont have to study, or work. i dont have to go to school, write journal entrie, obey the law.

i CHOOSE to do those things.

There is nothing forcing me to do it (although back to free will, i was always going to choose what i choose- hence no free will).

so i ask myself, why do i do thinks that DON"t make me happy?

And really often the only answer i can get to is "in the long run it will"

So, i thought about how that might be so. A 9 to 5 job. Occasional holidays. MArriage and then probably divorce. Probably kids...that i can already see would suck. look at me! ( lol)

And then retirement, resting time YAY!. But wait, by the time we reach this, were to old to do anything worth doing anyways. just live in a scray old folks home, and be bane on society.

I refuse to become like that. For me, to be happy, i won't, nay CAN't have a stressful 9 to 5 job. At best i can see myself working those hours only if im doing something i love, like making a movie, or being a director in making a game.

The moral of this for you readers? Ask yourself what do you know will make you happy, 5 years, 10 years, 20 years from now. and act on it



, Bysa